Not being able to hear your voice, see your face, leaves a hole in my heart, all I want is for us, to restart from where we left off at, when you first left, or atleast talk to me, just sitting and being used to always talking to you sucks, but its just how things flow, just hope I can change things, and they can flow differently

I’m sorry

Its hard to get you off my mind, everything I think of, reminds me of us and we were together. All I really wanted was to be someone better, but I guess I became some worse, all I’m trying to do now, is prove myself to you, so you can see that I’m nit like that anymore, and your my one and only. It’s hard to try to forget months of being with someone that has changed your life.completely. your the reason why all the good thing happened to me ever since we met. All I want to do is show you I’m different

Damn

All I wanted to is to finally see us together again, the distance fucked me up and the relationship. I just wish things could of gone better, it might be easy for other to move on. but once that person means a lot to you, it sucks to see them leave. I was so happy to know you were coming back, now, it just hurts to know were not the couple we were before you left. If I could have I wish I would ask for another chance, cause losing you, is like having a huge hole in my heart.

My life has changed completely, I don’t even know who I am anymore. Everything that was good before changed cause I couldn’t be the same. I wish I could make everyone happy and always have a smile on my face, but deep inside I’m also hurting. Tough world, you just gotta live through it and try to make it through.

I fucked up everything we ever had, all the moments we spent laughing having fun, being like bestfriends when we were together. Always hanging out and never being shy around each. We could do whatever we want and we wouldn’t care. But I fucked it up, I just cared so much about, and that made me like the person I am. When you were here, I always cared about you and when you left, that never changed. It’s just was me and I was afraid of losing the only girl that meant so much to me. But now that she’s gone, I see what I lost and wish I could change it all

Things have changed

All i ever did was care for and always wanna be there for you. but all i get is rejection and negativity. I miss the old times, but i cant change the hands of time :(

Damn

Man only if things were different and you will still be here, we would be having fun and always be together like we were. I miss those times when it would be just me and you at night and would just hang, yea thinking about it makes me sad, but I try to stay strong and wait and see if things get better. I still love you babe and I wish I had you in my arms once again :(